“God, as we understand Him”

To anyone suffering out there and have difficulties with the ‘God Complex’. In Cuan Mhuire they teach you that ‘You Are Good, You Were Always Good, God Made You Good’ 

Religion not your thing? Why not try this on for size? 

‘You Are Good, You Were Always Good, Good Orderly Direction Made You Good.

orderly

/ˈɔːdəli/

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adjective

1. 1.
   neatly and methodically arranged.
   “an orderly arrangement of objects”

I have always been a methodical person so this works for me. But if you can change one thing, be it starting journaling or even having a timetable to stick to it can help.. Personally my methodology is to do the next right thing, take the next right step. And don’t forget there is help out there. Speak with your doctor and try and get a referral to the new Galway City Alcohol Service, I have tried them first hand and would highly recommend them.

I now attend AA and have found a fellowship that I finally get, if AA isn’t your thing why not try out an online Smart Recovery meeting?

Anyways I’m only in early sobriety myself and not here to preach. I’m writing this to say there is hope, even if you can’t see it today and that change is possible. We are all human beings at the end of the day, nobody is greater or lesser than you. Eckhart Tolle would proclaim that some of us just have bigger ego than others but we all make mistakes and it’s never too late to turn your life around.